Not trying to win sympathy here, nobody owes anyone a living. Anyone can believe in anything whether it’s true or not. Believing in something false doesn’t make it true. If i believe i can fly and i jump out of the window, i’m still gonna fall. Not believeing in something true doesn’t make it false. If i don’t believe in the law of gravity is true, i’m still gonna fall. So, anyone can view my blog as subjective as it is. Whom may it concern? Heh, pardon the cynical laugh.

Monday, February 21, 2011

don't quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill
When the funds are low and the debts are high
When you want to smile, but you have to sigh
When care is pressing you down a bit
Rest if you must, but never quit.

The silver tint of the clouds in doubt. It may be near when it seems afar. You can never tell how close you are. So, stick to the fight when you're the hardest hit. It's when things go wrong that you mustn't quit ,
because success is failure turned inside out.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

because i'm missing you, thats why
you don't know how far away, but you know there's light at the end of the tunnel
you keep moving on, keep moving on
hoping to see the light, someday
where is the light??
"it's in your heart."
everywhere else may be dark, but never lose that light
because you're not lost, you're just finding your way
why be afraid of the dark?

Friday, February 11, 2011

I am seeing is the storm before the calm. It's that point where everything is turbulent. It's the point of change. But change, in this case, is quite good. Now, i'm experiencing a rough but necessary period where things that were wrong are being put right. The drama that surrounds me feels like something is wrong. I wanna see not just a silver lining for the clouds above, but a luminous beam of light shining through.
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Thursday, January 27, 2011

I have a short story to tell. Listen now, its just a short story.

During sex, you help eachother undress. After sex, you dress yourself.

The moral of the story is, in life, nobody will help you once you're fucked.

©corrine
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Friday, January 21, 2011


You may be lamenting a failed attempt at something. You put your all into it, heart and soul. You thought ahead. You did your research. You were prepared. You worked hard. And yet nothing came of it. Well, nothing except experience. But experience, is priceless. What you learned recently through a dissatisfying experience will offer you a wealth of knowledge and wisdom when you really need it. That time may not come until mid-year, but it will come. And then you won't be regretting your experience at all.
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Thursday, January 13, 2011

Prayers
Sometimes i feel like im at the edge of the cliff looking down at the crashing surf with nowhere to go but down. I used to have this fun dreams when i was so free. But now as i fly, im afraid. There are telephone lines and electrical wires. How painful would it be to run into one. I wonder if i'll ever be free again. Im slowing sinking in a vast lake of quicksand, a bottomless pool. I wish i could crawl under a rock and sleep forever. I seemed to be at the end of the road.
My name is Kelvin Ku. I write this and hopes that one day, many years from now, i would be able to go back, and remembers what my life was like, when i was a young and confused adolescent. Desperately trying to understand myself in the world i live in.

Saturday, January 01, 2011

it's just a colourless lie

"Let it signify a realisation of all things i've wished for."

I'm waiting for you happiness. I'm still waiting. I smile. I'll know who i am. I love the people around me. I'll stay grounded. I'll go alongside with nature. I believe and i feel. So, don't stay too far away from me.

I've said honesty is always the best policy. But now, it seems as though honesty is only the best policy when used appropriately. People just want to impress others by trying to show all the good sides and covering up all the flaws. Humanity is characterised in a way, how could i complain. Let's face it, it's a harsh world out there. Frequently, we are just not so honest to tell the truth. To protect ourselves, or others. By telling a different story, are you comfortable to live in lies? After all, you tell the truth, you endanger yourself in a position where others may get rid of you. Inviting trouble maybe?

Take it, this is me, as it is. You can decipher for yourself.

I want to live honestly, really.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

i am kelvin

Can't cry watching this movie, I reckon myself to have a heart of stone. That's my truth. I cried because you pushed me away. That's the truth. Just say no, next time. Honesty is always the best policy. Push me away, let me fall... Push me away, let me fall... They'll get to me, someday...

By the way, the movie's great. Touching and inspiring. Makes you think twice when laughing at others. Don't laugh at others, when they are different in a way. They are born this way. Accept the difference. Stand in their shoes, feel the pain they feel. Humans are like butterflies. Some can fly higher than the others but each one flies the best it can. Why compare one against another? Each one is special, each one is different. And everyone is beautiful.

You are a butterfly to me. Go now, fly, fly far away. Fly abundantly to the moon. If you should return to me, we truly were meant to be. So, spread your wings and fly.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Feels so

As stated in the description. Simple to say, if you think it's true, you are right. Vice versa. No questions needed.


It's like a butterfly, the more you chase it, the more it eludes you. The moment you change your attention to other things, it will come and sit silently on your shoulder.

Some things don't work like that. Do they?


Drowned in the night sky, clear but still, clouds. I see a few stars. Stars that lit. With that finger, I traced your name. They shone more than the stars. Hope. Lost. I've never figured that out. Just trying out some fictions. Sitting beside you. I sense fire. It's burning, and burning. It never stops. I sat so still. Electricity shocks me. Again and again. Igniting the flames. Stop the flames, stop the shocks. Save me.


Love the way you lie,







on me.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Yes, nothing can change it. And it wounds.

Sometimes I lie awake at night, thinking, "where have i gone wrong?".
Then a voice says to me, "this is gonna take more than one night."

At first, i decided that the truth is probably the best, though it hurts alot, but it's just temporary. Once the step was taken, things change. I was surprised at the reaction. Im sorry, but this time im gonna lie, for the sake of seeing you bleed. What hurt the most for me, was giving you a temporary treatment, and make it worst when treatment fades away. In the end its just making the blood drip, turns into blood flow. I understand the thorns you threw at me wasn't your intention. I hope you'll stop firing at me when it backfires at yourself. Because the pain of trying to hurt somebody is even painful than being hurt. Now the truth is locked in the locker, dark room as to say, never to see the daylight. It'll vanish bit by bit.


When I stand close to someone, I wanted so much to tell someone, someone smelt so nice. It's like a specially made fragrant to seduce me. But, reluctantly i stepped back. The longer i persist, the harder it was for me to leave someone. I am happy enough for today. Hee
"You'll be my inspiration!" I thought to myself.