Not trying to win sympathy here, nobody owes anyone a living. Anyone can believe in anything whether it’s true or not. Believing in something false doesn’t make it true. If i believe i can fly and i jump out of the window, i’m still gonna fall. Not believeing in something true doesn’t make it false. If i don’t believe in the law of gravity is true, i’m still gonna fall. So, anyone can view my blog as subjective as it is. Whom may it concern? Heh, pardon the cynical laugh.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010



u hold a glass, and someone keep pouring hot water in it.

eventually it'll overflow and hurt you

making you wanna just let it go and break the glass..

it'll smashed into million pieces.

but what if......, what if

you just hold on to it regardless of everything.

you've decided to save the glass by all means

even if its sacrificing your hand..

i really admired people who can do that..

but it broke in the end,

cause you hold on to it too hard.

you lose the glass and your hand.

who broke it?

yes.

but would you regret?

Friday, June 18, 2010

Sometimes, its a challenge to see how spoiled or forgiving you can be.
Because Kelvin is a genius at causing trouble after all.

Friday, June 11, 2010

in my dreams, you're my life

in my life, your my dream

yes you are...

yes you are...

Monday, June 07, 2010

Father's day is here soon! Love your dad guys!



At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over his lap. When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice. When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back. When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row. When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house. When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was in fashion. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste. When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter. When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car. You thanked him by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children. And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

Sunday, June 06, 2010

Do you still... want me....? >=l

Blood Seeker
Devouver

Night Hound
Lucifer





Do you still... want me....? >=l
Do you want me..? =''l











Do you want me..? =''l

Thursday, June 03, 2010

Eternal happiness or a peanut butter sandwich?

Eternal happiness.

i tell you,
Nothing is better than eternal happiness, and
A peanut butter sandwich is better than nothing.

So, go for the peanut butter sandwich.
Happiness is in your mind.

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

I've made a video today!! woohoo..

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

its true its true...
i'll watch you like a movie,
i'll sing you like a song,
read you like a story if it takes me all night long,
keep you like a secret,
i'll tell you like a joke
its true its true,
that i'll love you like i always do