Not trying to win sympathy here, nobody owes anyone a living. Anyone can believe in anything whether it’s true or not. Believing in something false doesn’t make it true. If i believe i can fly and i jump out of the window, i’m still gonna fall. Not believeing in something true doesn’t make it false. If i don’t believe in the law of gravity is true, i’m still gonna fall. So, anyone can view my blog as subjective as it is. Whom may it concern? Heh, pardon the cynical laugh.

Friday, November 27, 2009

Sorry if you have to tilt your head to watch this.

OMG THE CAT!! OMG THE BIRD!! will they survive till the end?


Lawrence Wong, hes so fucking good looking SIA!


Look like me right... lol



Later, bye

Sunday, November 22, 2009

My friend told me, fate is a believe.
People say, its all fated.. is it?

Do you believe in fate?
I believe in fate.

When you choose to do something, is it fated?
When you die, is it fated?
When you strike lottery, is it fated?
When you found love, is it fated?
When the world ends, is it fated?
When you lost everything, is it fated?

If it's a choice, I rather choose not to believe in fate. Somehow, it's just that... I don't have trust in fate, I don't think fate would bring me anywhere good. I want to choose my own way, I want to change how things are going.. But..... Still seems like fate's decision to me everytime... I'd always wanted to go against fate, but ends up asking myself, "if i go against fate, is it still... fated?" If everything is fated... why is someone up there still wants us to experience life? are we puppets? why do we live? whats the purpose if it's all fated? Like a game of chess played by someone up there... Life is so corny, fuck

Something weird is people who believe in fate tends to be more "happy go lucky" People who don't tends to be more hardworking...



Tuesday, November 17, 2009

My Short Hair





Who is this?




Boo





A






Peek







This is the nice view in the middle of katib and yio chu kang.



How to French Kiss

Casting:
Derek

Saturday, November 14, 2009

If i said i wrote this song for you,

Would you believe me?

It might not be as well-written or as beautiful

Like other songs

I want you to know that a love song

Can't be written if you're not in love

But for you, my dear

I wrote this song so easily

You might have heard hundreds or thousands of love songs

They might be meaningful

But they are meant for anyone

But if you listen to this song

A song that's written for you only

If you understand the meaning, then our hearts

Will be together as one

Let it be a song on the path we walk together

That only has voices of you and me

Together as long as possible

Just like a line from a poem

As long as you have love, you still have hope

Everytime your love shines in my heart

I can see my destiny

There are so many truths in love

And in the past, i spent a lot of time

Searching for its meaning

But now i just know

Whenever you are near

I know that if life is a melody, you are the lyrics

That gives it meaning and make it beautiful

There's a path for us to walk together side by side

And there are voices of you and me

Thursday, November 12, 2009

TonyY thanks for reminding me..
and i still believe... i still believe...

[爱是種信仰]

It may be traditional but i dont care
Laugh at me, seriously i dont care.

Monday, November 09, 2009



Yeah thats me..
basically, night-dreaming

Sunday, November 08, 2009

STRIVE KELVIN

Saturday, November 07, 2009

I wish...

If fate wants to punish somebody in my life, my love ones, my mom... my sister... my close friends... please...... let it be me.... i could give up my life for them..... not like a hero, but i just cant go through the pain watching something most precious to me disappearing from my life when i could do nothing... helpless, pathetic..... imaginating the scenario made me felt even worse. I could bang myself for imaginating things like that... But then again, if i was removed from the picture, people who loved me, would have to go through that pain..... Im really sorry...... please dont cry.... live happily for me..... ill thank fate for letting me be the first one gone, know that i cherished my love ones... ill be contented even when im up there..., or down there... No Regrets

This almost sounded like a last letter. Lemme add a sign off... Anyway, im a heavy thinker, i think when i got nothing to do, when im in the train going somewhere else, listening to music, my mind just fades off to Mars... I wont even pay attention to the music, sometimes when i do, it makes me think of somebody in the Moon... Id rather not pay attention... But, im pretty sure, ill be thinking of the Moon every now and then.......

I wanna try standing alone in the rain during midnight with a full Moon.... Soon. I wont even care if people sees me or what... let them think im a crazy weird drunk fella.... from now on ill be bolder... i changed the blog song..... i feel super upset listening to it.... but i wont cry... all my training had make my eyes turned into cold rocks.. Sometimes i tell myself, Kelvin, why are you different from others.. why cant you work even harder.. try harder.. try harder.. move kelvin, move on now... need some motivation... i guess. I know... people call me Emo, Weird, Crazy... Sometimes it hurts when you get that from somebody u trust, even though you know it aint on purpose.. ill try to be accustomed to it. Id like to be alone for now........... Hate to smile

Love, Kelvin

Thursday, November 05, 2009

i wish i knew how to quit you

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what am i to you?..

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tell me, what am i to you..?

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issit because im uneducated?

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ill study really hard, i promise...

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issit because im poor?

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ill work very hard, i promise...

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issit because im dirty?

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ill stand faithful only to you, i promise...

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what do i mean to you....?