Not trying to win sympathy here, nobody owes anyone a living. Anyone can believe in anything whether it’s true or not. Believing in something false doesn’t make it true. If i believe i can fly and i jump out of the window, i’m still gonna fall. Not believeing in something true doesn’t make it false. If i don’t believe in the law of gravity is true, i’m still gonna fall. So, anyone can view my blog as subjective as it is. Whom may it concern? Heh, pardon the cynical laugh.

Saturday, June 27, 2015

Why is it so cold?

But why is the ice so cold?
Why is it so cold?
Why are you so cold?

Your cold shoulder gives me pain
Your concern gives me relief
I find it hard to feel your warmth
I've been outside in the cold for long
And it's harder to feel your love
I'm used to feeling like I don't matter
I'm here baby, frozen
All I want is your warmth
I'm happy I make you warm
But I'm sad I don't feel warm
I need you to hold me close
And not ever let go again
It's too cold, to be alone after you

Thursday, June 25, 2015

Lucky first sight

Do you believe? I've never believe in soul mates or love at first sight. They say cupids dont exist, nor the starry eyed or crossed star lovers. It is nurturing, it is maturity and it is strong. But I believe that a very few times in our lives, if lucky, we might have met the one whos exactly right for us. It doesnt have to be perfect, just the combined flaws of two individual were arranged in a way that allowed us to hinge together.

Tuesday, June 23, 2015

The first

With the moonlight, the stars, light streetlight across, covered by shadows we sat together. Dangerous, my heart's pounding. I looked around for souls that cared. I asked you to close your eyes. Distrusted me, you held my hands with your small hands. I felt they were small, but warm. Wearily and slowly, I kissed you. I closed my eyes. It felt like a natural thing to do. You softened the grip, it turned gentle and that's when I felt it was real. You're sincere, you're here. Just like when the vision gets clearer, I finally got the picture. A lightblub above my head. That's when souls could bother me no more. Welcome to the game for two.

Monday, June 22, 2015

Just a fool

The one whos heart feels too much, thinks too deep, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves the actions and hates mere words, hurts people and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries. It's a risky gamble and just a fool you are, a fool you are.

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

不可能

我记得当年有人说
当爱情来时要小心
我有

你很坚强但我不会
我的幻觉我的错误
我不小心我忘了
我又

现在错的都做了
已经没话说了
你轻易的走了
赢了

你可以去跟他们说
说我现在终于知道了
屋顶上大声的说
写在天线上

我们拥有的都没了
说我开心过
说我的心碎了
说我的伤口开了
说我所希望的

不可能

Saturday, June 06, 2015

Words can slaughter

You live your life thinking everyone loves you but it's not true. You're really naive. You're beginning to hate all their sweet words. They're just words, and they are words. Many come and go in our lives, don't you agree with the future me now?