Farewell 2009...
Welcome 2010... nice to meet you

Its a whole new year, a new beginning...
oh well... can't help sounding so 'not excited'
the first day, im down with cold/flu..
what came on my mind was, it that a bad sign?
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oh lord.... what am i thinking.... am i emo?
no way!!! I CANNOT BE.

Anyway, my resolution for 2010 will be...
okay, it the same as last year...
something newly added to the list....

'BE HARDWORKING'
'BE OPTIMISTIC'
'GROW UP'(both mentally and physically)
'HAVE PASSION'(in life)
'FIND MY TRUE LOVE'(what with this?)

okay, i want to start searching now, i dont care anymore(too young for this? concentrade on studies?) fuck it. I dont wanna end up living alone for the rest of my life.. i wanna have a family, i wanna have kids.. but i wont get married with anybody on the street, i will find the right one.. of course, love is a belief i'd always remember that..

wow im shocked, maybe being optimistic ain't really hard. HOORAY!

i realised something , its as if im talking to myself writing all this....
do i have double personality? am i emo?
yes you do.... kelvin, yes you are......
oh lord, im going crazier crazier crazier.......