Not trying to win sympathy here, nobody owes anyone a living. Anyone can believe in anything whether it’s true or not. Believing in something false doesn’t make it true. If i believe i can fly and i jump out of the window, i’m still gonna fall. Not believeing in something true doesn’t make it false. If i don’t believe in the law of gravity is true, i’m still gonna fall. So, anyone can view my blog as subjective as it is. Whom may it concern? Heh, pardon the cynical laugh.

Monday, January 19, 2009

time past in different paces.. they change gears.. gear shifting starts from 1 and starts going higher to 6. not a chance they will stay... the turbo is always hit, but the reverse... never. many things happened during this week.. time past like a blink of an eye as if the next minute i would hit 60 years old and die from lung cancer.. but i doubt that.. i meant the next minute thing.. i never hope to die from lung cancer.. not every other cancer either.. maybe the reason is im a smoker.. there's a high chance i would die from cancer....... i dont know...... lets not think so much for now i guess... its all fated anyway...
YES! i know people will start telling me "QUIT LAH! so easy to ruduce the risk of cancer and all etc" its not easy.. the urge.. the temptation... its like vampires thirst for blood.. i have tried many times.. i really meant "Many", to save myself from that drug-liked tabacco. and i have failed everytime i tried... its a sad truth but nevertheless, im still trying.. and will keep working on it... its one of my resolution for 2009 btw..
OH SHIT !! jac called me already... shes outside my house now.. we're supposely have a date and im not dragging it... soz, ill continue when i reach home! later

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