Now it feels like im only living in this world alone. My family they dont care, my friends they only care about themselves. I feel that this world is so selfish. Because everybody thinks that i can help myself. I can do this alone. I am the strongest man in the world. But the truth is im not. I need all the help i can get. What if i screw up?

At times i feel really useless. When my friends confided their problems in me, i could only listen. Now even accomplishing something simple seems so hard for me. Hoping for a better me. I hate hoping. Because it only brings disappointment. Why do people have hope?

Im disappointed the second time, for the same situation. Humans can be so dumb sometimes. You go through some rough time, you look at the blue sky and you carry some hope again. This ritual can go on forever. Only the blue sky, still the blue sky.

Why did they taught us to share, then want us to be independent? I used to share. But people took them away. Lesson learnt. Used to be independent. But people took them away. What do you want from me?

Im lost.. I dont even know why am i here. Doing all these stuffs which has no meaning. I wish someone up there that understands, give me some guidelines, control me, make me go your way, so i can live the life you want.. I dont know whats going on...

If you listened....

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill
When the funds are low and the debts are high
When you want to smile, but you have to sigh
When care is pressing you down a bit
Rest if you must, but never quit.

The silver tint of the clouds in doubt. It may be near when it seems afar. You can never tell how close you are. So, stick to the fight when you're the hardest hit. It's when things go wrong that you mustn't quit ,
because success is failure turned inside out.

you don't know how far away, but you know there's light at the end of the tunnel

you keep moving on, keep moving on

hoping to see the light, someday

where is the light??

"it's in your heart."

everywhere else may be dark, but never lose that light

because you're not lost, you're just finding your way

why be afraid of the dark?

I am seeing is the storm before the calm. It's that point where everything is turbulent. It's the point of change. But change, in this case, is quite good. Now, i'm experiencing a rough but necessary period where things that were wrong are being put right. The drama that surrounds me feels like something is wrong. I wanna see not just a silver lining for the clouds above, but a luminous beam of light shining through.

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I have a short story to tell. Listen now, its just a short story.

During sex, you help eachother undress. After sex, you dress yourself.

The moral of the story is, in life, nobody will help you once you're fucked.

©corrine

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You may be lamenting a failed attempt at something. You put your all into it, heart and soul. You thought ahead. You did your research. You were prepared. You worked hard. And yet nothing came of it. Well, nothing except experience. But experience, is priceless. What you learned recently through a dissatisfying experience will offer you a wealth of knowledge and wisdom when you really need it. That time may not come until mid-year, but it will come. And then you won't be regretting your experience at all.

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Sometimes i feel like im at the edge of the cliff looking down at the crashing surf with nowhere to go but down. I used to have this fun dreams when i was so free. But now as i fly, im afraid. There are telephone lines and electrical wires. How painful would it be to run into one. I wonder if i'll ever be free again. Im slowing sinking in a vast lake of quicksand, a bottomless pool. I wish i could crawl under a rock and sleep forever. I seemed to be at the end of the road.
My name is Kelvin Ku. I write this and hopes that one day, many years from now, i would be able to go back, and remembers what my life was like, when i was a young and confused adolescent. Desperately trying to understand myself in the world i live in.

"Let it signify a realisation of all things i've wished for."

I'm waiting for you happiness. I'm still waiting. I smile. I'll know who i am. I love the people around me. I'll stay grounded. I'll go alongside with nature. I believe and i feel. So, don't stay too far away from me.

I've said honesty is always the best policy. But now, it seems as though honesty is only the best policy when used appropriately. People just want to impress others by trying to show all the good sides and covering up all the flaws. Humanity is characterised in a way, how could i complain. Let's face it, it's a harsh world out there. Frequently, we are just not so honest to tell the truth. To protect ourselves, or others. By telling a different story, are you comfortable to live in lies? After all, you tell the truth, you endanger yourself in a position where others may get rid of you. Inviting trouble maybe?

Take it, this is me, as it is. You can decipher for yourself.

I want to live honestly, really.