Oh lights, i guess i'm back to writing. Out of the blue, i have this urge to do so. Maybe it's because recently i chanced upon my testimonial from O levels, just a simple sentence, " He is capable of writing well, channelling his creative energy into his essays ". Well, the truth is, he copied all the essays from some alibaba book including his O levels narative. Not so creative anymore. Heh. "His confident and optimism will drive him to do his best despite facing challenges. He will do well in his future endevours." I'm not doing so well now hei? it's low self confidence but tryna act like confident in the end overconfident. Lollllllllllllll, optimism. Pessimism turned me into positively dangerous if you get what i mean. I know, what's the point anyway.

Not trying to win sympathy here, nobody owes anyone a living. Anyone can believe in anything whether it's true or not. Believing in something false doesn't make it true. If i believe i can fly and i jump out of the window, i'm still gonna fall. Not believeing in something true doesn't make it false. If i don't believe in the law of gravity is true, i'm still gonna fall. So, anyone can view my blog as subjective as it is. Whom may it concern? Heh, pardon the cynical laugh.

Sometimes im utterly unbelievably lacking intellectual acuity. Hurting people as i go then realizing it may all be too late. I regret that. But sometimes i'm not, and i can see, i can understand, i can feel how people behave around me...