15 August 2010

Today is sunday, heh confession day. Just nice, i have a confession to make. I didn't quit smoking. Arggh.

Yesterday i'd decided to work my ass off and i did. Cant complain. The future Kelvin will rock your pants off. Anyway, i feel damn freaking emo writing this down. It's like i have nobody to talk to and... i dont. Dont remind me.

I had this bad thought for weeks that tells me, 'hey brand new, go and get an ipad so you can write thoughts like this efficiently.' Really Kelvin? Nah, i just want an ipad, it is just so cool. SIR-RI-YEARS-LY, I NEED AN IPAD! Fine, time to be mature and apply what you had learnt. When you want something, you work your ass off for it. You fucking do it. You better fucking do it.

I should probably write down the mistake I've done recently. Simply saying, -Do not snatch things from friends you wanna keep- what are you thinking, its not a girl. Now, i've been ditched aside. The past Kelvin could have argued, 'Hey, it was what you did to me that i did to you' but i didnt. Well, the time is not right. Anyway, it over, move on Kelvin. At least you still have people that cared, could count them easily with a hand. I know, life sucks, and i dont always say that.

Dear future Kelvin and Universe,

I have so many questions now. Yeah, practically my future. Thats what everyone wants to know i guess. What do you hold for me,? What would i become in 3 years? 5 years? 10 years? I know the answer actually. Yesh, precisely me. I will not change if nothing change. I hope things change for the better. I sincerely hope. Life is amazing I always say that.

Best regards future Kelvin
Bai past Kelvin