i see myself in their eyes.
and woah, never thought it was to this extend.
i disgusted myself.

theres so much i wanted to say, to stand up for myself.
hey friend, you know it right.
i know you do.. and you

now gonna be emo for a while..
i think im not good enough yet. not yet
pursuing loneliness to learn what friendship means..
sorry, bye

and, PLEASE LAH, im not that kind of dumb fool weaking that would suicide for some bad things that happens in life. FK!!!
bye.

im not in love,
this is not my heart,
im not gonna waste these words about a girl...