i'm excited really

why are you here?..

not for you

i'm here to "play"

thats your job,

u get paid for it.

what are you thinking?..

nothing "much"

i hate that ball game

gave me "excuses" not sure

they came.

I tried hard to sleep...

i hear good friend

guess i'm awake now,

it's distracting, you know

triggered my past.

Now move on fast

we slept, i slept

it's only 12.53pm

u felt close

turn and turn...

what are you thinking?...

i stopped' or you'

i saw everything

the phone, messenger groups

responsibilities....?

i know shouldn't be dreaming

my family depends on me

when i saw the scatches on her hand

i felt worse, than not having you

"you" cry??... almost.

i cannot live without her

you 'Feel' the same

she will 'die' if she knows

you still have a last day for me

I will 'treasure' it, otherwise

i cannot let you go....

i kept that shirt u forgotten

your name i'll try

i forgotten your taste, your smell, your feel

Now, let me stop already, good friend

let it be the 'last'

cause i know....

every morning i wake up,

i will only think of 'it'

nothing else...