Have you seen the world?

He'll get paid. Black leather boots, they cut off his hair.

He kicked in the door. The children they cried. They took him away. Took off his clothes, pissed in his hands. Beat him with guns and batons again and again.

She walked. With bullets in haze. She pressed on. He fired away. The shells jumped through the smoke. The blood now had soaked. She collapsed with a flag white as snow.

Sometimes i choose to be lost. No, no lost, to live in my own world. To attend to only myself. Serenity, a oasis, a haven, a controlled environment where one feels safe, comfort. It is easier this way. But perhaps this may not the right thing to do. To run away. To avoid. To hide away. Ultimately, it's up to yourself.

Shameless(a show about a struggling family of 5 children fighting for survival against reality) it's a really inspiring show. Be it money/work/love problems hit against them, they still survive. I like how the way they help each other and solve things together. The point is they NEVER run away from anything. I think that's the main reason i like it. I encourage my guest to watch it. Anyway, contain many sexual scenes k.

Be hopeful my guest! Live with arms wide open, get hurt, recoil back into your own world. Then break out of your shell to welcome and let the world in again. Life is a constant flux anyway. What doesn't kill, makes you stronger.

Do you think it's meant to be? I've been thinking. It almost seems that if it's meant to be, everything in the universe would turn in one direction forcing you to get there. If it's not meant to be, everything in the universe would conspire to not get you there. The path is taken.

I hate to let the universe takes control. I hate to have to say "no choice lor". It makes me feel really, irresponsible in a way. Fuck this shit